I was sitting in my kitchen,
totally devastated,
crying
and lost in Tragedy-Drama. ( 1995?)
Mostly feeling sorry for myself, but had to let it out.
- So, Ok, I will make a song to Death,
grief, sorrow, pain
and all that give us hurt, I thought.
So in the deepest
Despair
I started out, trying to make peace
in my mind with all the losses i had.
and then it all changed.(?)
Into a Fighting Spirit Song instead ?
- You just never know what will happend, do you, when you start out with a new poem or song?
so :



